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I've gotten a lot of nice messages from a lot of folks, so I might as… - Jarrett Heather
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I've gotten a lot of nice messages from a lot of folks, so I might as well reply here and thank everyone for their concern and their support.

There's no need to discuss the details of this break up, aside from mentioning that there is no hope for reconciliation. I've given up, and so should you. I'd say that it just wasn't meant to be, if I believed in fatalism and that sort of thing.

I'm taking things one day at a time and trying to stay optimistic. Thinking about the past makes me angry. Thinking about the future makes me worry. Thinking about the present makes me very, very sad. But every day has been a little easier than the day before, so with any luck, I'll be back to normal before I lose all my hair.

My daily routine has been really unusual this week. I only sleep a few hours a night. I haven't eaten much. I only see Danielle in passing, usually fixing me a cup of coffee in the morning. Other than that, I try to kill time any way I can and give Danielle enough space to do whatever she needs to get done. She says she'll likely be gone by this weekend. After that, it's back to bachelorhood. Or bachelordom. Pick your favorite.

And I guess being a bachelor isn't the worst thing in the world.
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macklinr From: macklinr Date: January 28th, 2004 02:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
I've walked down a similar road a couple years back. (Not the same road, but it never is between two people, so I won't patronize you by saying it is.) I wish you the best of luck. You and I don't speak outside of the rare LJ comment, but I feel for you man. You take care of yourself.
From: chinoe Date: January 28th, 2004 02:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
I've had the ring on once, too. The details of those ferocious last moments stuck replaying behind my eyes while disbelief asked how the hell did this happen? That's about the time everyone wants to help, and I can't decide over crying, destroying, repairing, revisiting.. come to think about it, I never saw so much of -my- hair for once in the drain.

But that was me, and I'm always all fucked up!

You were one of the smoothest cats I ever met, man. You reek of style yet you copy no one. If ever I met a renaissance man, I'd have to blame it on you.

I'm sure you've got plenty of issues too, so don't think I'm strokin' your mane.. Just calling it how I saw it, Jarrett.

Moral of the story? You were a pimp before, and nothing's changed but the date. I'd like to play some pool again, lose at some poker again.. Can you find the time?

If only we could use the
*finger quotating*
time portal again,
ey Mini Me?
From: (Anonymous) Date: January 28th, 2004 05:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
Sorry that things between you and Danielle didn't work out.

I know it's too soon to be talking about meeting someone else, but the truth is there are lot of someone elses out there who would be lucky to be with a great guy like you.

It sucks when you come to the end of a relationship and it's something that can take a lot of time to get over. Keep in mind the good things of being in a loving relationship and how great it felt to fall in love and I'm sure that soon you will find the right person to share your life with because the right person is out there just waiting to meet you.

Good luck.
From: (Anonymous) Date: January 28th, 2004 08:12 pm (UTC) (Link)

wow

broken up, and you still have the beyotch making your coffee? you are one smoof brutha!
khalerah From: khalerah Date: January 28th, 2004 08:27 pm (UTC) (Link)

I'll bet you never lose your hair. ;)
anglyn From: anglyn Date: January 29th, 2004 01:58 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm sorry to read about your break-up. I hope you are doing okay.

Good Luck with Bachelorhood.
djdean From: djdean Date: January 29th, 2004 09:29 am (UTC) (Link)
The good news is that you are a sexy bitch, and that has not changed.
From: b0mb3rg1rl_07 Date: January 31st, 2004 08:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
could you please tell me how I could get my journal formatted like yours? I really don't get lj and I'm looking for some one who'll help me out every so often w/those kinda things..please help me out here just message me on yahoo or aim

yim-b0mb3rg1rl_07
aim-b0mb3rg1rl07

thanks,
Bri
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